Friday, August 7, 2015

Grateful Fridays


I've read a few times that being grateful for the little things in life can help you become more mindful of you're surroundings and helps to ground yourself and make you more happy. I definitely like that last one, so thought I'd give it a nudge on the blog.

I'm grateful for people with minds that make things like this. Clever cookies.

I'm grateful for a plethora of people who messaged me and sent kind words after sharing this post earlier in the week.

Biggest grateful smiles for the dog that always wiggles his bum in happy appreciation when I come home, day after day after day. Love you Jake <3

And just looking at that photo super, super grateful for selfies. What a good lookin' pair we are.

As always, I'm grateful as all hell for a husband that makes me toasted sandwiches on Thursdays (a weird day on which I never feel like cooking), a big girl that wants a cuddle mid-dinner and a little girl who's so cheeky and naughty it's hard not to laugh at her on a constant basis. I'm a lucky lady.

What are you grateful for this week?
xx

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Tasty Tuesday


 It's been a long time coming, but not for lack of recipes to share. I've been going through my plethora of cookbooks and culling some, but not before I try out any recipes I like from them.

I've been trying to take photos of what I've made here and there, but I've either gobbled most of the meals up too quickly, they don't look great (but taste yummy), or have gone south with my dead phone (must learn to back up devices periodically).

So I apologise for the lack of photos of most of these recipes. I really urge you to try them. Both husband and I have enjoyed all the meals, and very much the variety.

Pork chops with baked potatoes
750g potatoes peeled
2T  olive oil
4 large pork chops
125g smoked bacon diced
1 large onion sliced
2 garlic cloves chopped
2t dried oregano
Grated rind and juice of one lemon
250ml chicken stock
salt and pepper

Cut the potatoes into 2.5cm cubes. Heat the oil in an ovenproof frying pan, add the pork chops and cook over a high heat for 1-2 minutes on each side until browned. Remove from the pan with a slotted spoon.

Reduce the heat to medium, add the bacon and onion and cook, stirring, for 3-4 minutes until golden. Add the potatoes, garlic, oregano and lemon ring and stir well. Pour in the stock and lemon juice and season lightly with salt and pepper.

Transfer to a preheated oven, 180 degrees celcius, and bake, uncovered for 20 mins. Arrange the chops on top and bake for a further 20 minutes until the potatoes and pork are cooked through.

Chicken, asparagus and potatoes in garlic cream sauce
500g potatoes, halved lengthways
1t cracked black pepper
1T olive oil
4 single chicken breast fillets
400g asparagus trimmed
6 slices prosciutto, chopped coarsely
1 clove garlic, crushed
1/2 cup dry white wine
300ml cream
2T wholegrain mustard
1/2 cup coarsely chopped fresh chives

Preheat over to hot.

Combine potato, pepper and oil in a large bowl, mix well. Place potato, in single layer, on oiled oven try, roast, uncovered in hot over about 20 minutes or until browned.

Meanwhile heat large lightly oiled fry pan; cook chicken, in batches, until browned both sides. Place chicken, in single layer, on oven tray. Roast, uncovered, in hot oven with potatoes about 10 minutes or until cooked through.

Remove chicken and potato from oven, cover and stand 5 minutes, slice chicken thickly.

Meanwhile, boil, steam or microwave asparagus until just tender, drain. Cover to keep warm.

Cook proscuitto in same frying pan, stirring , until just crisp. Remove from pan and cover to keep warm. Add garlic to pan, cook, stirring over a low heat, until fragrant. Add wine, bring to the boil. Boil, stirring until reduced to about 2 tablespoons. Add mustard and cream, bring to a boil. Boil, stirring until mixture thicken slightly. Stir in chives.

Divide asparagus among plates. top with potato, half of the proscuitto, chicken, sauce, then remaining proscuitto.

Rosemary, brie and sun-dried tomato chicken
30g sun-dried tomatoes
 1T finely chopped fresh rosemary
4 single chicken breasts
60g brie, quartered

Combine tomato and rosemary in a small bowl.

Slit a pocket in one side of each chicken breast. Divide tomato mixture and brie among pockets, secure openings with toothpicks.

Cook on a heated, oiled grill plate until browned both sides and cooked through, cover to keep warm.

Choc-caramel slice
2 cups plain flour
2/3 cup caster sugar
185g butter, melted
1 cup of chopped roasted hazelnuts
200g dark chocolate, chopped
395g can sweetened condensed milk

Preheat oven to 180 degrees celcius. Grease a 20x30cm pan and line base with baking paper with two long sides.

Combine flour, sugar and butter in a large bowl, mix well. Press mixture over base of prepared pan.
Bake slice about 25 mins or until golden brown and firm.

Sprinkle nuts and chocolate over the base. Top evenly with the condensed milk.
Return to the oven and bake for a further 25 mins.

Cool slice in pan, cut into triangles. You can serve with fresh strawberries (if you have em!)

Monday, August 3, 2015

30 before 30 progress report

I have wanted to do a progress report for some time, and now I've gotten around to doing it, a lot of the photos I wanted to use are potentially lost with a broken phone... hrmph.

In the meantime I will update what I can.

My sleeve got underway about a month ago and I'm SO happy with the start. I love it. Will be booking in time during the October holidays for installment #2 - a dream catcher.


 Of all my goals, the restaurant one has been the most pleasant I think. Lol. Albeit in competition with my goal to lose weight! I've lost many a photo of a few meals but have found these of my trip to Longroom in Ponsonby. What a yummy lunch!


We ordered a few plates to share - pork belly in miso sauce, hot wings, sliders and we also go salt and pepper squid (which I didn't get a photo of). The pork belly was to die for and even though I live about an hour out of Ponsonby, I would travel there happily for that dish alone. A very cool little place with very yummy food. Would highly recommend it to any and everyone.

I've also visited Red Earth. I do like the tapa style of eating, but felt like this place was over priced, especially considering where it is. In comparison to restaurants in town where I've had tapas in particular. The food was OK, I would have felt a lot better about it if it wasn't so over priced. I did like how the waitress looked after my little wriggler by offering a complimentary fluffy. She loved the chocolate fish! A very average meal though.




Sunday, August 2, 2015

"Stars can't shine without darkness".

I've been mulling over whether or not to write this post for a week or so now, but I decided to because I've heard that not enough people talk about it... as hard as that may be.

For an undefined period of time now, I've been dealing with overwhelming feelings of sadness, inadequacy and a whole heaps of anxiety. I remember going to visit my doctor about it about 3 years ago, to which he told me I 'just needed to talk to someone, and here's the number of a councilor that will cost $110 per hour'. Ahh, thanks you unhelpful git. Fast forward 3 years or so and here I am, diagnosed this week as moderately depressed.


The brain can be a hideous little organ sometimes. Logically I know I should have no worries - I'm healthy, I have a hugely supportive husband and two wonderful little girls, I have a gorgeous house and we're at a great stage in our lives. Unfortunately logic doesn't matter here. I don't ever feel like I'm doing a good enough job, at anything. At being a mum, a wife, my job, a friend. Second guessing decisions and negative talk about myself to myself all the time. The brain is the bully that never sleeps, or at least, when it does it's giving you dreams about how shit you are! Asshole.

The way I described how I'm feeling to Damien is that I will be in a moment where my brain is telling me I should be feeling happy - playing with the girls, throwing the ball for Jake, having a fun night out - but I just don't. I feel numb. And that's scary. Some days are better than others, and the positivity that I hold onto so strong is still there, or at least I'm trying for it to be - all.the.time.

So I'm looking at this as another opportunity for improvement and trying very, very hard not to feel like admitting this defeat (for lack of a batter word) is a weakness.


Monday, July 13, 2015

Weekly 10

Let's see how I went with my last list...
Productivity:
1.  Have a movie day next week when the weather is yuck (yes this is productive!)
2.  Sell the culled bits and pieces in the garage
3. Post it note some more of my cookbooks
4. Make two of the dishes for the 5 course gourmet meal

For the family:
5. Book in an area with Cornwall park for Leah's birthday
6. Take Leah to the movies to see inside out
Planned for this Friday!


Work and stuff...:
7. Make trial run of cupcakes for Nicola's 30th and take them to work for awesome homework kids.

Just for me:
8. Practise making curls using the hot iron
9. Have a great time and take lots of photos on our little trip to Rotorua - without the girls :D
10. Read!


Can't complain really. I need to get my A into G with this hair stuff of mine. Hmmmm. This week!

Productivity:
1.  Christmas shopping list.
2.  Make a budget that makes saving a priority.
3. Get baby books up to date - shutterfly ones and physical ones.

For the family:
4. Day out to the movies and mini golf with Dadda and Leah.
5.  Enjoy spending time with our cousins at Savannah's 1st birthday

Work and stuff...:
6. Make maths games resource bundle.
7. Go to secret squirrel interview.

Just for me:
8. Conquer at least 20000 steps EVERY day.
9. Practise making curls using the hot iron
10. Read!

Monday, July 6, 2015

A weekend away

And what a weekend! We had such a great time. I'm so happy to be able to do this...
...but the weekend was about so much more than just the caves, as cool and amazing as they were.

When looking into booking the caves I came across what is called the 'Middle Earth Trilogy Tour'. Considering the price for the caves we wanted to see alone was going to cost half of the whole trilogy tour, we decided to go for all three. We were SO glad we did. Before I go into my photos and how much I loved each place, let me just say, NZ does tourism RIGHT. It was so slick, so well done and all of the people we dealt with were amazing. I can't recommend it enough.

First stop...Waitomo Caves. The reason for the trip! In the eyes of the 30 before 30 anyway. We saw two caves - the Ruakuri and the Glow worm cave. Both limestone caves with stunning scenes in all directions.


The Ruakuri cave starts off with this sweet spiral entrance and then you're hit with some serious stalactite and stalagmite action. I found the caves really magical. It's like you've stepped into a completely different world. I'm a big fan of 'The clan of the cavebear' series and I often found myself thinking of it during the tour.







I'm in the middle of compiling my 40 before 40 list and will definitely be putting the Black Water Rafting experiences that are offered at the caves on that list. I was so enchanted by the place that I have to take everything they have to offer!

We also went into the glow worm caves, but you're not able to take photos in there. FYI you also see a few glow worms in the Rua Kuri cave with their icky little strands of fishing line spit. Amazing little creatures they are with their glowing poo.

Our second stop was Te Puia. Which has both a gigantic geothermal park as well as some cranking night life in the way of Maori performers. We attended 'Te Po' which is their 4 and a half hour night experience. Amaze balls. We spent an hour and a half looking at the geothermal doo dads and went into see their pepe kiwis in the kiwi house.

The cool part of Te Puia is that it's also a working Maori arts school so at the end of the tour we were able to go and have a look at their carving and weaving. For people like us who come from New Zealand it's really nothing new, but I'm sure for people over from other parts of the world, this sort of thing is really exciting to see. As is the Maori performance. Our group of 60 or so was 'welcomed' onto the marae by a group of performers and they were awesome. I wish I was more forward when taking photos because these aren't great, but to tell the truth. I was captivated by it and didn't want to watch the whole thing through my lens - which I have a tendency to do!




My husband will tell you that the best part of the trip was the dinner that Te Puia put on for us as part of the tour... and he's basically right. It's incredible. I was just expecting to get some hangi in a tin foil package, but oh no. Hangi cooked root veges and meat (lamb, chicken and pork), seafood, soups, yummy steamed pudding and pavlova desert. It was great! Just what we needed on a cold night. Nom!

Our last stop was Hobbiton.
 Was a cute wee place this was. I'm sure it would be even more spectacular if you were a huge fan (turns out neither of us are). Nevertheless is was a great tour.












Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Weekly 10 - About time!

I thought it was time to have a look at these again - I really need to decide on a day of the week, or find a new name at least! lol. Either way I feel like I've been productive, which is what it's all about.

Let's see how I've gone...
Productivity:
1.  Organise 5 stack drawers in spare room
2.  Cull books and organise book shelf
3. Post it note some more of my cookbooks
I'd still like to do more, perhaps finish my collection, because my goal is to use the recipes out of the ones I've noted and then potentially get rid of them. I have an abundance!
4. Make two of the dishes for the 5 course gourmet meal
Nope... boo. My family have decided to do an MKR style challenge and our time will be in November. Because of this I will be changing my 30 before 30 goal to accommodate. I'm excited. Perhaps I'll try one in the next week while I'm off on holiday - YAY HOLIDAY!

For the family:
5. Have a lovely lunch with Aunty Sheryl and Glenice
6. Shopping list for Willow's birthday
7. Take Leah to the library

Just for me:
8. Practise making curls using the hot iron
9. Get all the teaching resources that are ready up on iKandy
10.Go to bed early and read 'Cross stitch'

Not too bad considering. I really need to make time to sort out the hair stuff for myself. I've been quite good with Leah but rubbish with stuff for me. I've also been really bad at going to sleep early - shock horror. Pretty good at sleeping on the couch though! Bloody MKR. I haven't read much either, but when I do I'm enjoying the book.

Onwards and upwards....
Productivity:
1.  Have a movie day next week when the weather is yuck (yes this is productive!)
2.  Sell the culled bits and pieces in the garage
3. Post it note some more of my cookbooks
4. Make two of the dishes for the 5 course gourmet meal

For the family:
5. Book in an area with Cornwall park for Leah's birthday
6. Take Leah to the movies to see inside out


Work and stuff...:
7. Make trial run of cupcakes for Nicola's 30th and take them to work for awesome homework kids.

Just for me:
8. Practise making curls using the hot iron
9. Have a great time and take lots of photos on our little trip to Rotorua - without the girls :D
10. Read!